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The Juniperus
04:07
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i resurrect my dreams
it's just not what it seems
if nothing could stop us now
then why are we still here?
mondays turn to fridays
and there's nothing that we do
we sleep through our lives
with open eyes as the days go by
let me say that i'm prepared
i need this
when wounds are healed we can begin
and let me say this once again
that i need this
so please just give it what it takes
and i want to know
how things will turn
feeling like there's so much more
some stories show that i should know
mishaps demand to share
just to justify ourselves
i resurrect my dreams
it's just not what it seems
if nothing could stop us now...
if only we could get ourselves
past through all our mistakes
the damage's done so just rest the eyes
and don't waste more time
and i want to know
how things will turn
feeling like there's so much more
some stories show that i should know
mishaps demand to share
well let's just don't, ever again
as for the past, it's not timeless
but it's really fine by me
so let's get forward, let's move ahead
with some stories unshared so we can be saved
we could try
but we have got to keep it real
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these voices in between
our vices and our demons
say "won't you reconcile
with what's left to lose?"
and after all those restless bargains
over our useless youth
i'll rest, i'll detest myself
if there's a difference now
i feel so discouraged by all the things that I have learned
the same chances don't come back
and i would never believe that we could have been any far from this
but now to stop i just wouldn't dare
i wouldn't dare
i couldn't
i start to see and i try to understand
and i've been so undecided
isn't this divided well
or did we just forget?
do you think i'm satisfied
with never having a good run
and maybe beating a dead horse anyway?
i could make it if they paid attention
turned inside out
learn to take it along with consequences
turned inside out
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3. |
Segue To MW&SC
02:35
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dear friends of mine
pour me one more glass
let's get fuckin drowned
we'll drink to better times
before i said 'everything'
before everything was gone with goodbyes
we'll practice the routine
of spilling gasoline
all over your front door
and lighting a match
cause words are not enough
you know i'll keep my time
red eyes, dry lips
i'm trying to catch the air
where you have melted away
i think i overdosed again
oh god it burns so soft
fake smile, i'll try to exist in the crowd
this fire will rise tonight
we burn together, we burn!
there's no beauty in collapse
this fire will rise tonight
we burn together, we burn!
there's no turning back
and even if it's right
i haven't found an excuse for it yet
the ashes will be left behind anyway
cause words are not enough
you know i'll keep my time
i'll keep my time...
* NOTE: an initial/written version; some of the lyrics are eventually not sung
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i wish myself to forget every piece of this hell
left with nothing inside and with nothing to say
still like the smallest worm
under the weight of the universe
when you drag me through the gutter
there's no time to think
but i know that there's no need to scream
knee deep's enough to drown in fear
all hail the king of parade
all hail the king
i was heaven sent once, wasn't i?
and maybe i was made to feel alive
or to lay face down in the mud
just to lay face down...
it can't be just fine, but it’s close to feel ok
if you swallow the pride, if you forget the pain
but what if i can't?
so wear your dirty crown
it means nothing to me
it's gonna weigh you down
so wear this arrogant crown
with its burden
which is heavier than me
all hail the king of parade
all hail the king
and the silence inside burned
from the part when you stitched my mouth
as i could stand there behind you
and see if you'd ever look back
and the silence inside burned
but it's what made me learn what i know
well, i wanted to call this a 'home'
but you gave me no choice
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6. |
On Counterfeit Gallows
10:10
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PROLOGUE
the devil is here
it's spitting on your face in a way
and it won't shrug its shoulders when you're weak
they come back around every time you back down
ACT I: CAUGHT IN THE WOODS
we're twisting a gallows
for you to feel your fear
cause the first time you'd stand there
you won't know that it's not real
blindfolded you'd wait
for when the push comes to shove
and from now on your name
is lost
with this around my neck i'm sure i'm dead
but honestly i don't know why!
i'm panicking again but i wish this would be over
so when comes that one last breath?!
the knot should get tighter as i fall
but i feel that it doesn't catch me at all
that rope's a trick, it's long enough
for you to hit your feet
against the ground, all safe and sound
between the fallen leaves
..at all, on this new found bedding
seems i'm alive... but dead inside
the saddest circus is alive
we mean to stage it few more times
and you're stuck with a martyr role
kid, keep the ribbon on your eyes
we want to make you feel proud
of the glorious scornful act
ACT II: THE REPETITION, THE DAMAGE, AND THE BREAK
they're getting close
even closer than they know
to my own eager role to ensue
nobody owns me if the ground won't shake this once
ACT III: TO BE FREE
and if it's somehow funny
then i'm sure just not for me
trading living for surviving
doesn't make me feel complete
but i'm on their stage
doing all the right moves
the knot serves as a collar
that won't ever touch my skin
and they don't want any victims here
they just perform their mockery
and they could do this again and again
and then again and over again
why would i give them what they want?
i need to throw caution to the wind
i need to set things to work by myself
so i'm free
ACT IV: TO DREAM / TO WAIT
(5:33 / 7:53)
- ACT V: THE LOOP COLLAPSE
is there a point in this game
if i lost my name?
you can keep the guilt for me
now there’s so much shame and i'm left with no fear
and then you won't smile again
and it isn't a mistake
while this time i'm keeping my legs high
before the ground lifts my life
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